Tuesday, September 18, 2012

A Fashionista's X-mas: FNO ♥

Welcome to a fashionista's Christmas.
Fashion's Night Out: one night only, once a year. 
I had an absolute blast with some new friends I made at college at The Fashion Institute of Technology; getting to know each other and what's better than getting to know anyone than getting all dressed up for a night out in the best city in the world, dancing, free manis, hennas and of course-champagne? 
My oh my, Anna Wintour I have a lot to thank you for. It seems that each year, FNO is becoming more and more crowded on the streets of New York City. As much as I love FNO, I honestly hate crowds on the streets. It's the reason why I'm always avoiding Herald Square and Times Square. But despite the crowds and hype, I always manage to have a good time! 

With designer Max Azria of BCBGMAXAZRIA 
Okay, you can't lie: these are the cutest balloons you've ever seen! 
DKNY definitely does  FDNY
As much fun as we had, we definitely had the best time that night finally getting to sit down and have dinner together. We got to know each other and have a great time eating (we were starved!) together

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Life changing: Global Leadership Forum 2012!

The Global Leadership Forum 2012 
The Castle at the United World College 
How many people can say that they have a friend in every continent? 
This summer, I spent 2 weeks in New Mexico at an Activism Camp called the Global Leadership Forum. I met the most amazing, passionate, and radical young people from all around the world ranging from Nepal, Zimbabwe, India, Hong Kong, Uganda, Netherlands, Columbia, Argentina...you get the point, everywhere! In the beginning, I didn't know what to expect. When I was asked to attend by the Lower East Side Girls Club about an activism camp in New Mexico, my first reaction as she described what it was, was "activism + camp? Sign me up!" Before you know it I'm on a plane by myself flying across the country... 
Before I landed in New Mexico; a view from my airplane window! 
Roomies!! 
What Dining Halls do you know have alien-looking sculptures as lights? Exactly. 
On the first day, I sat in a circle with a then group of strangers and I asked them this:
"If there was one thing you could change about the world, what would it be?"
The answers I got blew me away.
People spoke with such power and passion, me, barely knowing these amazing individuals, I knew I was in the right place. Like I was in this home away from home that was nestled and buried deep inside me. I loved that most about GLF. That we could strike up a conversation about our LLP's (which were projects we developed to change something in our community for the better) with anyone and we could have a long conversation on what we want to change in our community and the world. The support and love that came from everyone was inspiring. It was like finally-I'm in a place where people my age are like me-honestly and truly care about making a difference in the world we live in. We had a variety of different workshops that opened us to what it means to be an activist in the world today and it really helped me develop what is it that I wanted to change in the world. There were so many things that I wanted to change in the world (and still do!) but with the amazing teachers and mentors we had during GLF, I got a sense of what it takes to create an effective project that could create change in something you truly care about. 
Farming at Tesuque Farms: Farming isn't as easy as it looks! We just make it look fab! ;)

We met with some really great organizations such as Railyard StewardsSomos Un Pueblo Unido, and Mission Wolf where we took a drive North to Colorado and met wolves! 
Yes, WOLVES! It was amazing! What I learned most is that the way wolves are interpreted in pop culture and the media today is so misunderstood. They're seen as these scary creatures when in reality, they're creatures that need as much love as your Beagle at home. 
At Ghost Ranch, NM! 
"Teamwork-makes the DREAM work!"
Homestays & Sante Fe, New Mexico
I've always wanted to be hosted by a family and I was so excited to hear that it was actually one of the phases in the GLF program. I stayed with two of my lovely GLF ladies, Anna and Fides. Our host family was really great! I was so honored to have been with a family that was as friendly and open to host three girls. Being in Santa Fe was great to experience life in New Mexico and get a taste of what it feels like to live there. There's so much culture bursting all over New Mexico, it was awesome to have gotten to experience it in Santa Fe! 

Girls Night Out in Town! :) Miss these ladies! 
Took this photo ^ with my Smartphone...yeah it was that beautiful!
If there's anything I learned about being a part of the Global Leadership Forum is that change can happen. And it begins with the power to find it within yourself to believe it. I was fortunate to have been able to see through global perspectives and opening my mind to other cultures. These people came from so many different parts in the world and when we all came united in New Mexico, they brought all of their amazing culture and love for their country. It was absolutely beautiful and inspiring to hear the passion they had about wanting to make change in their homeland. It reminds me and gives me hope that there are people in their parts of the world, fighting for change It's an amazing thing to know that you're not alone. And I never will be. I've made friends for a life time. Although we're miles away apart, I know the changes in the world we're making is what's keeping us together! 

And with that, I leave you with this; my addition to The Youth Media Project of which I wrote for and worked with during my stay in Sante Fe: 


"The struggle is real
Long, hard, and challenging
The youth is bursting with creative energy
Fear exists and remains
How much fear can we deal with?
How much can we take?
When will we learn that sacrifice comes in different forms? 

That we don't have much time?
Refuse to surrender to your fate
No one is coming to rescue you so find your cape and be your own superhero

The hardest thing is believing in your potential
Strength is found when you finally accept that you're wrong
You are your greatest asset and what comes from you, comes from no one else
You are your greatest fear
Stop believing what gets told to you
Refuse to settle
Create your own story. Believe your own voice
Do your research
Saturate your brain with knowledge
The best is yet to come when you decide that you are no longer a coward

Believe in love
If there's anything you deserve, it's happiness"

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Once a dancer, always a dancer

Ballet Tech Class of 2008

For the past 9 years, I've been fortunate enough to be blessed with the power to dance. After attending Eliot Feld's Ballet Tech, the NYC Public School For Dance for 5 years, I moved onto being a dance major at Talent Unlimited High School for the next 4 years. With having danced with Wally Cardona and learned Martha Graham, Lar Lubovitch, Pilobolus, and many other techniques,  I have grown tremendously not only as a dancer but as a person.

This past Monday, I danced one last time on my school stage for my Exit Exam. I was so nervous and extremely emotional. That stage was the first real stage I ever performed on and this past Monday was my last. My piece was an contemporary ballet improv with some choreography. I was inspired to base my dance on the past 4 years of High School and show how much I've grown throughout the years.

Photos by Domenic Ming 
Who came and supported! Thank you! :)

The feeling's bittersweet. I hope to continue dance in the future, even if I am going to FIT.
Although I may not take ballet classes on a daily basis, dance and ballet will always be a part of me.

Monday, June 4, 2012

The Fresh Air Fund Spring Benefit 2012!

This week, I had the honor of being able to speak at The Fresh Air Fund's Spring Benefit, hosted by Hoda Kotb, where I introduced Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen with their award as our "American Heroes". Giants NFL player, Victor Cruz was also being honored. It was the first time I have ever given a speech to so many; over 800 people! Guests included designers Richard Chai, Peter Som, and Thakoon Panichgul among many other celebs, actors and major Fresh Air Fund supporters who made this night possible! Thank you to all for supporting The Fresh Air Fund!
Designer Peter Som & Actress Cody Horn and I 
Check out the hair 'do!
Victor Cruz and Joseph who presented the Giant's player with his award
Victor Cruz and Executive Director of The Fresh Air Fund; Jenny Morgenthau
Aren't these the coolest center pieces you've ever seen?!?!
Editor-In-Chief of Seventeen Magazine, Ann Shoket & I 
Host of the night's benefit; Hoda Kotb! 
Director of the FAF Career Awareness Program aka the best boss ever
Lynn Yaeger and I got that Fresh Air spirit! ;)
Victor Cruz & I
Okay, so maybe I hyperventilated a little bit when I met Colton Haynes from MTV's Teen Wolf
He was extremely nice and my God, is he even more handsome in person! *melts*
Giving my speech that night was probably the most rewarding and memorable things I have ever done. I was speaking in front of such a large and quite an important audience that night and I was definitely nervous. But I knew how much I loved The Fresh Air Fund and this was my chance to let everyone in that room know how much the experience has changed my life. I was nervous at first, but I just got more comfortable and decided I was going to have fun with it. And I did.
So many people came up to me to compliment me on my speech, some even told me they cried! I was so excited; I got offered 4 internships after my speech! No words can explain the feeling I had that night. It was so great to be able to move such a large crowd with honest words. I am living proof of everything The Fresh Air Fund has done and provided for me, and I was going to make sure that I showed that through my speech.
 Presenting Mary Kate & Ashley Olsen their award was such an honor! They were so sweet when I met them 2 weeks before when I visited them in their offices with some of the other FAF kids.

 The feeling was like presenting an award at something like a VMA or Grammy (haha!)
I absolutely adore these people
Ending the night on a sweet note! 

Here's to the best & most memorable night of my life!

Thank you The Fresh Air Fund for everything you've done for me & everyone who supports and supported us that night! 

xx